Wednesday, August 1, 2007

No Man's Land

OK, so I'm officially the worst blogger ever! But between being busy at work and the "between REs funk" that I'm in I haven't been able to muster up the energy to write lately. Generally I'm feeling frustrated about our situation. I feel like I'm back where I was two years ago, when I knew there was a problem, but was waiting for an appointment with my OB and then waiting for the insurance stuff to sort through before we could take action. I really feel like I'm in no man's land right now. Perhaps if I actually picked up the damn phone and made an appointment with a new doc I'd feel better, but for some reason I'm really nervous about doing it. Not sure if it's the money I'm worried about, or maybe I worried that a new doc would actually find something and wouldn't be as optimistic as my former RE has been. UGH. I think I just need to take the plunge, I know I'll feel better once we're back on the road to treatment. I guess I'll move making the appointment up to #1 on my to do list.

4 comments:

Leah said...

Hopefully once you make the call and get the process rolling, you'll feel more motivated and invested in it. I'll be sending lots of wishes for strength and happy thoughts your way!

The Town Criers said...

But it's okay if you move from No Man's Land to Regrouping/Break Land for a week or two. That place where you catch your breath and regroup and refocus. It's different from No Man's Land because the focus is gathering energy. And that lame-ass No Man's Land? Takes it--takes all your energy. Hang in there, sweetie.

LJ said...

I agree with Leah and Mel. And you are NOT the worst blogger ever :)

Leah said...

Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. Hope you can make it to dinner on Sunday.