Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Draggin' On...

Well it looks like my intuition was right all along. I still haven't started bleeding so they are trying to get me into the schedule for a D&C next Monday or Tuesday. They actually got me on the schedule for tomorrow afternoon, but since we're scheduled to leave town tomorrow morning I asked if we could wait. It's not that I want this to drag out, in fact I'd really like it to be over, but in addition to everything else I don't want it to fuck up our holiday plans. Fortunately, the doctor was ok with my waiting until next week. They took more blood this morning and I won't know for a few hours what the numbers have done, but considering my boobs are still pretty sore I doubt there will be much to cheer about. Funny really, 2 weeks ago, when I was ecstatic and things seemed so promising, I was running to the bathroom every 5 minutes and thinking to myself "yeah, nothing there!" Now it's more like, "damn, nothing there." Funny how your perspective on something can change so dramatically in such a short time! And I do have more to say on that matter, but now I'm off for some therapeutic baking.

5 comments:

Meg said...

My god- I am so sorry and wish there was something really uplifting and cheerful I could say to you right now...but in reality this sucks and I am so incredibly sorry. I will be thinking of you on Monday and through next week.....I am thankful I found your blog.

Meghan said...

Drive safe this weekend. I'll be thinking of you during the holiday and next week

Baby Deux? said...

I am sorry! I hope you have a safe trip!!!!

Alisa said...

Yeah - I got similar news on Wednesday this week. Afterwards, while waiting for the second opinion, I got to sit in the room and listen to someone else's doppler from my room. I really think that they ought to soundproof those rooms!

CAM said...

This is just so sucky. I am so sorry that you are having to go through this. Please keep posting and let us know that you are ok.
Sending you peaceful thoughts...