Monday, May 19, 2008
Well, the ovaries are very TENDER now and I should be triggering either tonight or tomorrow! Everything has been progressing smoothly this time, but of course I wouldn't be me if I didn't look for something to worry about. Even as I became convinced that we wouldn't be cancelled again, I started to worry more and more about fertilization. I mean of course I worry about what happens after that, but really if these little eggies of mine and my husbands sperm don't play nice this time (on IVF #2 NONE fertilized) I think I might be done. I'm hoping that a week from now I'll be laughing at myself for worrying so much about this. But it has happened before. Though, given ALL our history and the surprise pregnancy last fall, my RE doesn't think we need to do ICSI. I'm trying not to obsess about it, but I'm not really being very successful. I just really, really want this to work!