Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Done!

Just got the call from the clinic with confirmation that this one is really and truly over. So now that it's official I'm going to indulge and go get myself a nice cold caffienated, full of artiful crap, Diet Dr. Pepper. Sigh.

Anyhoo -- In addition to all the other crap going on, I feel horrible that I'm bowing out of NaComLeavMo. I love getting comments and I've really enjoyed discovering new blogs, leaving more comments and getting to know other bloggers. But I'm feeling pretty empty right now and I just don't have much to say. I've never been consistent about posting here, but it was never for lack of a gazillion thoughts about possible posts. Right now though there's just not much I feel the need to say. And frankly that goes for commenting too. I'm sure this will pass and soon I'll be craving more interaction with the community, but for at least a little while I'll probably be kinda quiet. But first I do have one thing to say.

I really hate small talk right now! I wish I could lock myself in my office all day and not have to make chit chat with anyone.

10 comments:

Meghan said...

I'm sorry. You go and enjoy that Diet Dr Pepper. People are pretty fanatical about that drink...never been a fan but I think my brother would potentially kill over one.

I'll be thinking of you!

Shelli said...

Been there many times indeed. I am sorry.

Thinking of you.

beautycourage said...

I am so sorry. This is all so hard. Please be gentle with yourself in the coming days. Thinking of you, Dot

Shelby said...

Shit. I'm so sorry. Sending lots of hugs.

deanna said...

Damn.....damn, damn........

I'm sorry things ended this way, hon.
*hugs*

In and Out of Luck said...

I'm so sorry.

Hez said...

Even more hugs for you. I wish this cycle had turned out otherwise for you.

nancy said...

I'm sorry. ~hugs~

Geohde said...

I'm so very sorry,

J

Amber said...

I think the near miss is harder than the straight forward BFN. Maybe not harder but certainly more cruel. Take care and do what you feel like doing..not what you feel obligated to do.