Monday, September 15, 2008

Hating the Wait

This Monday sucks. Only 4 more days to go until my blood test. It feels like an eternity. I'm not feeling very hopeful at all, but of course I want it to work. Dreading the phone call. Can't sleep worth a damn, so I'm even more exhausted than usual. Very crampy and my boobs are killing me. Even though my test isn't until Friday, based on the first day of my cycle I'm due to get my period any day now. Of course, the progesterone would probably screw up those timeframes anyway. What a mindf*ck. Wish I could just sleep for the next 4 days.

7 comments:

Leah said...

I am hating the wait with you. I check your blog about 673 times a day for an update. With Sunny's news over the weekend, I'm crushed for her. To keep me from jumping off the bridge, I hope at least one of your embies is in there thriving!! I've got everything crossed for you. xo

Jendeis said...

Keeping my fingers crossed that everything turns out OK.

Jewels said...

Still thinking about you with my fingers crossed.

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LJ said...

Nothing about the wait is fun, I hear you.

Meghan said...

Waiting sucks. I've got absolutely everything crossable crossed for you

Penny said...

I think it sucks the most that the 2ww is exactly when you need the sleeping drugs, alcohol or other vices the most, and yet.

Here's hoping you can just nap for the next 96 hours.