Monday, September 29, 2008

Worry

The ultrasound is in 26 hours. Since Wednesday I've done a pretty good job of not thinking or worrying too much about it. On Friday afternoon I started feeling a little panicky, but that passed after a couple of hours. Having my parents arrive Friday afternoon, staying up half the night with party preparations, and then the party on Saturday was certainly a great distraction. Yesterday was more relaxed, but still busy. Started by sleeping in, then swim lessons, a playdate, and then dinner at our friends' house. But this morning the worry started creeping in. And I don't think it'll be going away anytime soon. Oh how I wish for the blissful ignorance of those without a history of bad outcomes. Oh how I would welcome some symptoms, ANY symptom!

7 comments:

Meghan said...

Thinking good thoughts for you and this new little lovebug

And hope the party was a success! How did the ear piercing go?

Leah said...

As I've told you before, I've got enough optimism and giddy excitement to cover both of us. So worry if you must (goodness knows I did 25 hours a day, 8 days a week), because I am brimming with hope for you. xoxo

Tell us how the party went!!

Shelby said...

I am sending lots of good thoughts and big hugs your way! I'm with Leah- got lots of excitement and optimism for you, so go ahead and worry. We've got you covered. ;)

Waiting Amy said...

Fingers crossed for you Bean. Hang in there.

Penny said...

I hate the worry too. I hate that I knew what it was like to not feel the worry all the time, and yet I can't get that feeling back.

For some reason, I didn't have much in the way of symptoms until...well this weekend. At 6 and a half weeks. Even now it feels less intense. Like maybe we know how bad it gets, and this is nothing compared to that. I don't know.

Good luck in your ultrasound. I hope everything looks perfect.

Lorraine said...

The waiting is excruciating - and you can't really tell anything from symptoms (or lack of). I have been so desperate for symptoms upon occasion that I could have been sure a hangnail meant I must be preggers!

kjames106 said...

No worries today!

I cannot wait to hear about your U/S and see all the babies!!!

YAY!!!!!!!

Come on doc, get to wanding!!!!